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Written by: CBR1000gRRl
8/9/2009 7:28 PM 

From Wendi: I realize it's been a while since our last update, and I apologize, as I know there are many relying on this blog for Dad's current status...  life has been a bit rough around here.  Recently Dad became convinced that he had swallowed a tube or the lid to a tube of some sort of moisturizer cream.  He has swollen lymph nodes on both sides of his neck and is also very dehydrated.  He probably had an hallucination at some point which fit in with the feelings of the pressure of the lymph nodes.  We have been with him constantly and even when we aren't, there is not much within his reach, and certainly not tubes of wrinkle cream.  On Friday night, he was so concerned with the obstruction in his throat that he insisted he needed to go to the ER.  Friday was Robin's night (Tony, Robin and I are taking turns spending the night so he never has to be alone).  At around eight in the morning I met Robin at the ER at Palo Alto so he could get some sleep.  After about 7 hours in the ER, and visits from the ear, nose, and throat doctors, he was transferred back to Menlo Park.  Just to be clear, he did not swallow anything, but the doctors and nurses have been very accommodating and understanding and went along with everything, never belittling him or suggesting that it was not real.  For this we are all very grateful, because as humble as he can be, he is also very proud, and to insinuate that his reality is not the reality of others would be an insult.

Last night I stayed with Dad and we had a fairly uneventful night.  There is a hole in one of the ceiling tiles and he asked me if I saw it.  I said yes, and he said "it's a crow!"  I said "no, it's just a hole in the ceiling tile."  He shrugged and said OK.  Initially, most of his hallucinations were due to medications.  At this point, they are not.  He is very close to death, and we are all here helping him to be comfortable in his last moments/days. 

Lastly, I will be changing the front notation on the web page, but instead of donations for burning man, we will be accepting donations to make his funeral as much to his specifications as is possible.  We have found a place in Sedona which will be perfect for him.  Anyone who can attend will be happily welcomed, although we can't yet say when...

Peace and love to all!

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6 comment(s) so far...

Re: Current Status...

Still thinking about you guys. *hug*

By wendycrites on   8/9/2009 8:06 PM

Re: Current Status...

Bless your heart, John! And bless your children's hearts too!!

By Jacquilyn on   8/9/2009 9:44 PM

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Oh my dear. I'm still praying for all of you and wish you all great peace of heart.

By Morgan on   8/10/2009 7:00 AM

Lovin' You!!

Hey John,
I hope you are in good spirits. I was just remembering burning man where I asked you if you knew how to play "If you want my body and you think I'm sexy, come on baby let me know. . ." on the bagpipes and you busted out with it. Thinking about you makes me giggle. Also, I really loved that you were always up for an adventure to show me something you thought was silly or beautiful from "dildo dogs" to the volcano, or the glass sculptures to the fountains in Vegas. Thank you so much for being there for me when I didn't know who else to ask for help or advice. Rora and I are always thinking of you and love you soooo much. Hugs!
Love always,
Lisa and Aurora

By lisasmith on   8/10/2009 8:59 PM

As Beautiful As You. . .

It's few and far between
To ever find someone
Who gives back to the world
In the ways that you have done.
You've touched the hearts of many
With your endless hope and love
And could always see the beauty
In everything you touched.
The strength in your demeanor,
The love within your heart,
The sweetness in your nature
Truly set you apart.
You reached out to the mothers
In their times of need
And embraced all those around you
With the grace of a mighty steed.
The wisdom in your kindness
Will forever help us grow
And I'm thankful that I got the chance
To get to know a soul. . .
AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU!

P.S. I love you!

By lisasmith on   8/10/2009 10:51 PM

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Hi John,
It's Angelina.. your other kiddo from afar. All the memories in Contraras and beyond come rushing in. Today I find myself searching for words to give to you, but it is hard to find such words..How does one "really" sum up a person? I have so many wonderful memories of all of us. I am sad that I cannot come hold your hand and give you a big HUG. You have and continue to touch so many people in so many ways. You have always been so full of life! Wearing your kilt in the snow and wind.. Had to give you praise for that. Do hope you had shorts on..Ha-Ha.. How I "honestly" enjoy the bag pipe music, do to you. I'm incredibly happy that Wendi, Robin, Tony, & Erin are with you. How wonderful to be "together". Papa and Jacapo send their love to you as well. Much love and blessings, Angelina.

By angienm08 on   8/11/2009 10:26 AM

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